Friday, December 23, 2011

Everything I Hope to Be, I Already Am

In my state of mind these past few days, I needed to find something that would lift me up. Songs are always great diversions. I haven't listened to an actual radio in years. I only listen to podcasts of my favorite radio program, The Morning Rush with Chico and Delamar. Haven't heard their voices live for a very long time.

I only download some songs and transfer them to either the Ipod or my Blackberry and I only get to listen during the few times that I go out alone - like pay some bills or run a few errands.

Lately, I found consolation listening to Jewel's What You Are. The calm melody soothes me and the lyrics, well, it hit home. Come, listen (and sing) with me.

I’m driving around town
Kinda bored with the windows rolled down
See a girl on the bus stop bench
Dressed to draw attention

Hoping everyone will stare
If she don’t stand out she thinks she’ll disappear
Wish I could hold her, tell her, show her
What she wants is already there

A star is a star
It doesn’t have to try to shine
Water will fall
A bird just knows how to fly

You don’t have to tell a flower how to bloom
Or light how to fill up a room
You already are what you are
And what you are is beautiful

Heard a story the other day
Took place at the local VA
A father talking to his dying son
This was his conversation

“It’s not supposed to be like this
You can’t go first I can’t handle it”
The boy said “Dad now don’t you cry,
Remember when I was a child what you used to tell me when I’d ask why?”

(You’d say) Gravity is gravity
It doesn’t try to pull you down
Stone is stone
It can’t help but hold its ground

The wind just blows, though you can’t see
It’s everywhere like I’ll always be
You already are what you are
And what you are is strong enough

Look in the mirror
Now that’s another story to tell
I give love to others
But I give myself hell

I’d have to tell myself
“In every scene there’s a perfect plan”
Everything I hoped to be
I already am

A flower is a flower
It doesn’t have to try to bloom
And light is light
Just knows how to fill a room

And dark is dark
So the stars have a place to shine
The tide goes out
So it can come back another time

Goodbye makes a love so sweet
And love is love so it can teach us
We already are what we are
And what we are is beautiful

And strong enough
And good enough
And bright enough

Yes, everything I hope to be, I already am.

I am beautiful...

..and strong enough

..and good enough

..and bright enough.

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