1. I am deathly
scared of cats. There was even a time in college when I didn't talk to some of
my friends for days when they did a prank on me and placed a kitten beside me
while I was reviewing for an exam.
2. I am still waiting
for my husband to give me flowers. We've been together for 12 years, married
for four years and he still hasn't given me a single flower.
3. I am very
madiriin. I don't like talking about poop because my stomach overturns and I'd
be heaving in just a matter of seconds. I imagine what poop looks like kasi.
Eww!
4. I am selfish. Not
in anything material but when it comes to dying, I don't want to be the person
left behind and deal with the grief. I don't think I can handle it.
5. I still hate this
certain girl who did something to my youngest brother. It's been years but I
still feel the anger whenever I remember her. Forgiving is really impossible
because how can you forgive a person when you haven't received an apology.
6. I'm still
undecided whether I wanted to have another child. I'm scared that my time would
be dedicated to the new baby and I would neglect Johan, that I'd have
favoritism and that we could not afford to send them to good schools.
7. I don't like
hearing the words, "I don't know." I blame this on how my Mama
brought us up. She would never accept the "I don't know" answer to
any of her questions. To her, if you don't know the answer, research and find
ways to learn it. "I don't know" is unacceptable.
8. I am not a fan of
chips because again, I blame it on my Mom's upbringing - "Nakakabobo
yan" is her constant reminder.
9. I want to be
surprised - for my birthday or anniversary or any other day at that.
10. I have very low
patience to waiting in line. That’s why I never bought another box of J.Co Donuts
because the line is always long. Even spending time at the salon to have my
hair re-bonded again never happened because I really don’t like
sitting for six hours. Masakit kaya sa pwet. J
11. Whenever I get
mad, I tend to shut my mouth or walk away. I know it’s very frustrating to
my husband but the reason why I do that is to keep myself from saying things
that I’m sure I’ll regret later. My words hurt like a knife when I am furious
so I just walk out to prevent that from happening and besides I won’t be able
to communicate effectively because I am so going to cry out of so much anger.